tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22968156461460122882024-03-08T08:31:34.389-08:00Big DaddyAndyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-60284505271847508762009-04-02T06:11:00.001-07:002009-04-02T06:12:23.697-07:00one week outOne week… just one week ago today I was on my way to Chicago to get the duodenal switch procedure… It has been a great week… I feel great, a little sore but nothing horrible… the great thing is as I’ve said before starting out in November I weighed 395 (way to close to 400). And then after the first of the year I stopped drinking Pop just so it would be one less thing to give up post op… as the result of that I weighed 371 10 days prior to surgery… and then due to the 10 day 800-1000 calorie diet I weighed 357 the morning of the surgery… this morning, one week post op I weighed and I weighed 347…. That is a grand total of 48 pounds!!!!! I know that this is just the first 48 of a lot… but it’s still awesome to me! I’m still wearing the same clothes but they are not tight at all (and that is going from me not feeling comfortable sitting in them)…. Last night I was at my Mom’s and she pulled out some pictures of me when I was in High School… (Thin)… My son didn’t know it was me I can’t wait till the day that he looks at those pictures and he just see’s a younger version of his Daddy… and then there is the whole Blood Sugar thing… the highest number I’ve seen since I got home was 99… I take nothing for it now… I felt like I was about to get a second chance before the surgery…. Now I feel like I’m in that second chance… And I love it… anyway; I’m going to get off here.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-64815181321266809282009-04-02T06:08:00.001-07:002009-04-02T06:11:16.253-07:00Cabin feverToday my Sister-in-law is coming over to see me… I REALLY like company right now… I’m just not meant for this taking it easy stuff… but I am. Yesterday I went over and spent the day with my Grandma Baldridge… it was a good time… she was telling me about when she was young and they didn’t have a phone to call her cousins that just lived on the other side of the mountain… and how much she would have liked to keep in touch with them more but it just wasn’t possible. It made me appreciate the technology we have now. You can keep in contact with people either through phone, e-mail, Facebook, and I even use Myfamily.com…. I think Technology can be abused, but it can also be a great tool for keeping the doors of communication open with people you care about but just don’t have the time to go visit like you would like… not that I’m saying computers should replace actual communication, because I have people I talked to on here at least once a week, but I would still like to see their face once in a while… well anyway, that’s what I’m thinking about today… those I love!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-38331337621784511182009-04-01T07:36:00.000-07:002009-04-01T07:37:14.178-07:00CommunicationToday my Sister-in-law is coming over to see me… I REALLY like company right now… I’m just not meant for this taking it easy stuff… but I am. Yesterday I went over and spent the day with my Grandma Baldridge… it was a good time… she was telling me about when she was young and they didn’t have a phone to call her cousins that just lived on the other side of the mountain… and how much she would have liked to keep in touch with them more but it just wasn’t possible. It made me appreciate the technology we have now. You can keep in contact with people either through phone, e-mail, Facebook, and I even use Myfamily.com…. I think Technology can be abused, but it can also be a great tool for keeping the doors of communication open with people you care about but just don’t have the time to go visit like you would like… not that I’m saying computers should replace actual communication, because I have people I talked to on here at least once a week, but I would still like to see their face once in a while… well anyway, that’s what I’m thinking about today… those I love!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-17318616753717216002009-03-30T07:38:00.001-07:002009-03-30T07:38:29.324-07:00just ramblingToday I ate a whole egg scrambled… I measured it before hand and it is 4oz… that’s the most I’ve eaten since the op…. that means the swelling is going down VERY good sign!!!! That’s enough about the surgery today… same old stuff.<br />Next week is spring break, and I will be home with Corbyn all day every day!!! I’m hoping we will have fun... and if its nice enouph maybe we can go to the park… I know I won’t be able to really play around with him but I can find a bench to sit and he can play… maybe I will get a hold of one of my cousins to go with me… then we can visit while the kids play!!!! Don’t know, but what I do know is I will definitely be ready to get out of the house, even if it’s just for an hour or two… I might not feel good, but I’m not a home body… I need people!!!!<br />O.k., I don’t really have anything else to say today so I’m going to get off here and find something else to do…Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-24013767499321979032009-03-29T05:48:00.001-07:002009-03-29T05:48:23.513-07:00I'm going HomeToday I’m going home, I started on pureed food yesterday (not nearly as bad as I expected) had my first BM (bowel Movement) at 5:30 this morning… which is a big deal, they want that to happen before I leave… sort of to make sure everything is plumbed correctly… I feel good today… this has all been much easier than I expected… the power of Prayer!!!!<br />Speaking of prayer… Today is Sunday, church tonight is not promising… but I haven’t marked it out yet... the problem is that where one of the incisions is where my pants rest… So I don’t know if I will be able to… I will probably try on my church clothes when I get home and see if it’s a possibility... I know “you need to stay home and get rest” but I have rested for 3 days straight... and even if I’m just there sitting, I can sit at church the same as sit at home… <br />O.k., I just saw the Doctor walk by so I’m going to get off here… I’m so pumped about leaving!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-55549324803060813242009-03-28T04:54:00.000-07:002009-03-28T04:55:12.647-07:00Day 2 and feeling betterIts Saturday…. Two days post op… there are scales out in the hall that I see every time I walk (which has been quite a bit) and I want to get on them so bad!!!! Even though I know I haven’t lost weight yet… and I keep telling I... don’t be a slave to the scales!!!! I feel pretty good today though, granted its only twenty till seven… but I’ve walked, I’ve drank, I’ve gone pee... and today I will start pureed food… which on one hand… I can tell I haven’t had any food in a while… but on the other hand… I dread eating real food….I’ve heard to many horror stories… so it will be small bites with lots of time in between them… as far as second thoughts… no, even when I was the most uncomfortable… I prayed a lot about this decision… and I feel I am in the will of God… Even the day of surgery they approached me and informed me that my sugar had been 320 at my pre-op visit and if it were over 250 they couldn’t do surgery… I thought for sure I was going home when they went to test it, because it’s always HI, 250 is like a low norm… anyway I just prayed when he left that if It was God’s will the blood sugar come back below 250… it was 95… I haven’t seen 95 since I found out I was diabetic… it’s amazing how God works when that happened I was definitely at ease… I knew It would all be o.k.… and so far in the hospital they keep telling me I’m doing great… and while I’m sore, I’m a little tired, I’m scared of food right now… I am happy, I thank God for another chance at life… it’s so humbling to me, I took what God gave me and abused it… and here he gives me a second chance… how can people not adore a God like that.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-91007263101316458252009-03-27T06:38:00.000-07:002009-03-27T06:44:32.612-07:00first day of the rest of my lifeHey, I'm alive!!! a little sore (o.k. a lot sore) but feeling pretty good, haven't eaten yet so don't know how thats going to go... will get to start drinking soon... as far as my stats.. here goes ( I really hate this) back in November when I had my first consultation I weighed 395 pounds... see why surgery was necessary!!!!! now yesterday morning after stopping pop in January and thne the ten day 1000 calorie diet, and then the one day all liquid I weighed 357... so my surgery weight was 357... This is a picture in time... and will be changing... but now you know... and I will be able to look back and remember... well Im going to get off of here... probably write tomorrow.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-23872879054234999362009-03-26T07:01:00.001-07:002009-03-26T07:02:22.498-07:00Today is the big dayToday is the day… I am currently in the car on the way to Chicago to get the surgery done (My wife is Driving). How do I feel right now??? Anxious… curious about how I’m going to feel at the end of the day… wondering if I’ll ever have Pizza again… I know sounds crazy food is what got me into this mess… and its not like I’m wanting a piece of Pizza right now.. I’m just wondering if I will ever have a piece again!!! I’m also content… I know that no matter what happens today I am right with God… so if God doesn’t see fit to keep me through this I will just be home with him… Don’t freak out I’m not sitting here thinking that I’m dying… as I’ve said before Iam confident in the surgeon I’m going too.. they have a certificate of excellency and they haven’t lost a patient in 7 years… all is well. I have to say though, my mind is really racing right now, I have SO much running through my mind… for instance apparently post op I will feel like I was kicked in the gut by a mule… now mind you I’ve never been kicked in the gut by a mule but I don’t imagine it is a pleasant feeling!!!! Maybe I can let you know what it feels like tomorrow!!!!! O.k. for now I’m going to get off here, and I will post this as soon as I get to the hospital…. And then off to surgery for me! About my stats… I will try to post them tomorrow, maybe it will be easier when I’m on medication.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-59302282297729299942009-03-25T06:44:00.000-07:002009-03-25T06:45:12.767-07:00Tomorrow is the big dayTomorrow…. A little over twenty-four hours from now I will be in surgery, and my life will never be the same. It is such an odd feeling, knowing that my body will be altered after today and it will never be the same. I have to admit there is a certain part of me that asks me how I ever let it get to this point; I used to be so particular about what I ate…. Probably to a fault. But then something changed, what was it? I really don’t know. Anyway, I will be getting my bags ready today. Hopefully I will come home on Saturday… and then on the road to recovery.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-58239387298179477682009-03-24T04:44:00.001-07:002009-03-24T04:44:44.554-07:00Two days till SurgeryTWO DAYS!!!! You would be amazed at how many times in the last couple days I have been asked if I was nervous about this operation. The answer is no. Its not because I don’t realize how big of a thing it is, its because I did my homework and know what to expect (as far as the actual procedure goes) I’m not going to go to a local clinic to have it done I’m going to a place that specializes in it, and has a certificate of Excellency, and comes with a good report from others who have been there. All of that being said there is a little anxiety of the 2-3 weeks right after surgery. The thought of the whole pureed food thing is all a little weird to me still, but this to shall pass. I’m sure right before the surgery I might have a little bit of a “this is big” moment, and I’m sure right after I will probably have a “this is REALLY final” moment. I expect those moments. The thing is I am ready for it to be final. Like I’ve said before, I would rather only be able to eat small portions the rest of my life than die before I’m 40. O.k. enough surgery talk.<br /><br />I didn’t get a chance to say anything yesterday (been really busy trying to wrap things up before the op.) but Sunday nights church service was AWSOME!!!! Even now just thinking about it gets me excited!!! There is nothing like when God moves, and when his people come together in unity seeking his face, it was so great… and in the middle of it all I looked down beside me and my son was standing there with his hands raised and tears streaming down his face… It is truly a moment that takes your breath… My wife and I are very careful to talk to Corbyn about serving God but not try to coax him into things, because I feel like it is better to feel the pull from God than the push from his parents. So to see him Sunday…. Well words can’t describe it… I serve an Awesome God that candor all things and he deserves all honor. He’s the kind of God that can give you peace in the middle of a storm, He’s the kind of God that will see you through when you feel like you aren’t strong enough, and he’s the kind of God that was willing to die for his people… I adore him more than I could ever express.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-16233595044365895652009-03-18T05:45:00.000-07:002009-03-18T05:47:36.120-07:00ChildrenStephanie is 4-1/2 months pregnant… halfway. I can’t help but wondering to myself what this baby will be like, will we get along? Boy or Girl? Passive or aggressive? I really don’t know what to expect, but I will love it, and I will prepare a place for it to live with me, And I will have rules that it has to live by, not because I like being the boss but because I know that if I don’t teach it boundaries it won’t know boundaries. When I was growing up I was completely convinced that my Dad really just liked to punish kids and enjoyed the “Power” of being the boss… now that I have my own child I realize all he was doing was trying raise us the best way he knew how… he might have made mistakes, but so did I, and so do I. And ultimately there came a day where I had to choose to either do the things my parents taught me, or make my own set of rules. It’s the same with God, he loves each one of us, and he has given us a path to follow, the question is will we follow in the ways that we are taught, or make our own set of rules? Its sad that so many people have chosen to change God’s teachings to make their own set or rules… the bible says that there is ONE faith…. If everyone is making there own rules they are no longer following his. I have made the mistake once of trying to live by my own set of rules… the thing is, to follow God’s way is better, and it’s actually easier once you stop fighting him… He doesn’t make following him hard, we do.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-79473306744806859552009-03-16T18:47:00.001-07:002009-03-16T18:53:08.713-07:00last pre-op visit now overToday was a loooong day. But its now over... I wish I had something major to say about it but it really amounts to what I've already said, I will be in the hospital for 2-4 days, I will be on pureed food for about two weeks and then I will be ready to start expiramenting on what i can eat and not.... I am supposed to be walking the day after, and will be free to do "strenuous" activities after 6 weeks... in just ten days i will start the rest of my life!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-58097001567557882902009-03-15T11:23:00.000-07:002009-03-15T11:24:02.215-07:00the day before the changes startSurgery 11 days away!<br />Pre-op Diet starts tomorrow!<br />Weird feeling of excited and nervous already here!!!!!!<br />Don’t have a lot to say today, just that I am getting ready for surgery, there is some stuff I want to get done around the house, before hand, hopefully next weekend I will be able to rap most of it up… still planning on posting pre – op pictures and stats on here (dreading it) will probably wait until day of surgery, then I will know it will start changing and I won’t be so “exposed” for too awful long… once I get it out there hopefully I will not almost have a coronary at the thought of it anymore!!!! Funny, I’m the kind of guy who can let things roll off my shoulders pretty easy, but when it comes to telling my weight, I would rather eat worms!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-68679889807734108662009-03-14T07:15:00.001-07:002009-03-14T07:15:59.527-07:00Lazy DaySaturday!!! I think the only set in stone thing we have going on today is we might be going to Ohio for a revival tonight. It feels like we are ALWAYS on the go so the thought of hanging around here is so appealing. Anyway I don’t have a lot to say today… just wanted to express my joy that it is Saturday and not jam packed full and overflowing. I hope everyone has a great weekend and though it might be cold remember, this too shall pass, before long we’ll be wishing it would cool down a little (gotta love Indiana)<br /><br />Speaking of jam packed full I have a question, has anyone made a successful effort to slow down your life? And if so, please tell me what worked for you!!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-14477770295784295772009-03-13T06:16:00.000-07:002009-03-13T06:17:30.090-07:00Who I want to beAnother happy day!!!! I can’t believe surgery is 13 days away, Crazy!!!! The other night my pastor was talking about the Church letting to much of the world in… and I’ve been chewing it ever since… I try to take a look at my own life and see if there are things where I’ve let the world sneak in and wedge itself between me and God. I actually find I do this a lot anyway. As someone who fell away from Serving God it’s a fear that I have. I know how hard it is to swallow your pride and admit that his ways are indeed higher than your own and you are in no position to try to tell God how your going to serve him, he laid it out, and his scripture is not open to private interpolation… the bible says there is one lord one faith one baptism, it also says that you can’t serve to masters, because you will end up hating one and loving the other. I don’t want to try to serve two masters, I want to make serving God my priority… My son has started showing an interest in God and I want him to see that God is real in my life, not just something I do on Sunday and Wednesday… I don’t know how many of you listen to “Christian” radio but there is a song out right now called “the motions” by Mathew West…. That’s what I’m talking about!!!!! I want to follow God’s word in all of its truth… I don’t think its enough to just look the part, but you have to be the part… yes I believe in a standard of holiness, but I believe that you also have to have a Christ like heart… I want to have enough God about me to pray for my enemies not against them… I want to have enough God about me to show the same forgiveness to people that God Showed me… to be a Christian is to be Christ like… Jesus Christ was willing to be a lamb led to the slaughter for me… if you think he doesn’t expect the same resolve from us think about the apostles, Stephen for example was willing to die, and when he was dying did he back down and try to make appease everyone? No, he didn’t! He preached the word of God, and tried to reach lost souls… I love that!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-38470238561094966392009-03-12T04:24:00.000-07:002009-03-12T04:26:00.423-07:00prep for surgeryHmmm, I have so many things going through my mind… where to start!!!! I think I’m just going to focus on a topic a day that way I’m not writing a book but a chapter. So today I’m going to talk about surgery prep since its all starting to begin.<br />Things I have to do before the operation is:<br /><br />*Get all my vitamins – which I have done accept I need to get Citra cal with D<br />*Start my 10 day pre op diet – this is a low cal (800-1000 cal. A day) high protein (60-100 G<br /> a day)<br />*Get my protein Supplements (done but let me tell you those things are more expensive than I<br /> thought)<br />*Get a comfy robe (a good friend told me to do this for the hospital so I’m not flashing the nurses<br /> as I walk down the hall) also done<br />*Food Processor – got to get one so I can eat my baby food at first!!!!<br />*And picture time, I’m probably going to have Stephanie take some pictures of me Sunday (the<br /> day before the diet starts) so I can sort of visually chart it, these pictures will not be posted<br /> until probably the day after my surgery)<br /><br />I am sure I have forgotten something on here, but I think this is the gist of it… my laptop has a webcam and I am debating on utilizing that…. What do you think? Should I just do Video blogs or still do it this way, or mix them…. I really don’t know what would be best… anyway I will talk more later – Bye.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-35719856917258862212009-03-10T19:21:00.000-07:002009-03-10T19:27:28.919-07:00Its Been a Whileo.k. so our Computer crashed so I haven't been able to Blog for a while... but now I am back up an running... so here is what is going on with me... Everything is fine with the baby... when they did the ultrasound it was still to young to make out what it is... but thats o.k. its healthy and thats what matters. I think last time I posted I was still waiting to hear from the insurance... well I am approved for Surgery, I go under the knife on the 26th of this month. I wish I could say I'm not worried at all but that would be lie... what I can say is that I am ready to make a step towards a healthy life... I'm so sick of all that is going wrong with me... I do, however, look forward to being active again, I used to love to ride bikes and I had a blast on trampolines... I really look forward to that, and going on roller coasters again... and sitting on chairs without worrying about if they were built "sturdy" or not... and being able to play hard with corbyn without sounding like Im going into an athsma attack... anyway, I will be posting again.. good to be able to get stuff down again!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-85555202931094007422009-01-05T08:08:00.000-08:002009-01-05T08:10:23.051-08:00Happy New YearSo this is my first Blog of the New Year!!!! No I didn’t forget about my blog, I just didn’t have access to a computer over Christmas break… so I will just give you a briefing on how my new year is going…..<br /><br />1. My New Year resolution was to stop drinking carbonated beverages… if I get the surgery I <br /> will have to give it up anyway… so I’m making the change now… the only hard part seems to<br /> be the lack of variety… I really need to start carrying those chrystal light packs around with<br /> me!!!!<br /><br />2. still hopeful about he surgery… it would be nice to bring in 2010 closer to a normal size!!!<br /><br />3. big one… We’re having a baby!!!! My wife is 8 weeks pregnant… so we are going to have our<br /> second child (6 years later)!<br /><br />O.k. I think that’s the gist of it… I will try to blog tomorrow I’m just so busy catching up today!!!! Happy New Year!!!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-84259374281268917942008-12-16T04:51:00.000-08:002008-12-16T04:52:10.883-08:00Weight Loss Surgery Update 12/16/08Today when I got into work I had an e-mail from Chicago… it was them sending me copies of the letters they sent my Family Doctor and Insurance company… it was a little odd because I was reading this paper where they were talking about me to someone else… just really impersonal ( I felt like a lab rat)… anyway here is there reasons that they gave for me having the surgery….<br /><br />“The patient's current medical co-morbidities associated with morbid obesity (ICD-9 code 278.01) include diabetes mellitus (250.40), hypertension (401.1), hyperlipidemia (272.4), and possible sleep apnea (780.51).”<br /><br />Its really weird, cause I know that the doctor has me on like four different medications and two of them I take twice a day… but until I read about me from a third party stand point I don’t think it really ever sunk in… something else… the one they are requesting is the “laparoscopic duodenal switch” which is the one where they actually go in and remove (not staple) part of your stomach… it is the most extreme, but it gives the most “permanent” results. According to the letter the hospital stay will be 2-3 days.. and then there will be 6 follow up visits… that’s all I know for now.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-36667947461256557712008-12-12T05:22:00.000-08:002008-12-12T05:32:03.693-08:00Christmas CarolsSorry I haven’t been on here in a while... there is just a lot of stuff going on my my mind right now and I can’t really talk about it... but I will soon enough. Last night we went caroling… I really like to sing (even if it hurts the ears of others) so it was fun. We caroled at someone’s house that we knew… but it got me to thinking it would be fun to be able to just go caroling… walking around singing Christmas songs… but in today’s society I don’t think it would work… what I picture is a group of carolers singing in front of someone’s house and then the police coming and getting them for solicitation of God or something… beating them down with there sticks… dragging them away… oh wait a minute… I think I just went into the videos you see of people fighting for there freedom. But then aren’t we? It’s a sad state this country is in when someone is made to feel like they should be ashamed because they choose to live the way God asked them to!!!! That’s not the way it should be at all… in fact the people that choose not to live for God are the ones who should be ashamed… Now they even go so far as taking CHRISTmas, the celebration of HIS birth, and take HIM out of it… its ridiculous!!! X-mas... seriously? What a joke… it’s HIS Holiday… we are His creation… HIS not ours… if you are alive today it’s because HE gave you the breath of life…. Not because some gorillas got frisky a long time ago. How much is God really on anyone’s mind right now… seriously? How many people will truly celebrate God and the sacrifice he made? How many people will think about the fact that about 2000 years ago a baby was born in a stable… not a hospital not a house, but a stable… because no one had any room for him, and that baby was God almighty… the living God… no body had room for him then and nobody seems to have room for him now… sad. I might sound over the top to you, and if I do that’s fine. Some people like to show there patriotism… to show respect to the men giving there life so we can have our freedom. I choose to Respect the fact that my God came down from his thrown and became flesh so he could give his life so I could have my salvation.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-28343736308436121432008-12-10T04:43:00.001-08:002008-12-10T04:44:00.863-08:00Little StarThe other day I got to hear a beautiful sound… it was my son playing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. Did he mess up? A couple times. Did he keep tempo? Not really. Was it still Awesome to see my son be able to play a song, not by memory but by reading the music? Yes!!!!! And the look on his face when he finished said it all, He was smiling from ear to ear glowing… And all he said when he was done was “I did it all the way through”… I still think it’s awesome!!!! You know it shows me something (I know “here he goes”) It wasn’t easy for Corbyn to do, but it got easier… he didn’t do it completely perfect… but he did it…. You know how he did it? He followed the Book that showed him what to do and he listened to what his Teacher had told him… two key factors… if we would apply that to our walk with God I think it would make things a lot easier… yeah we might mess up once in a while… but the great thing is that, just like Corbyn’s piano Book, the word doesn’t change… we can go back and do it right!!!! But the only way to master it is to not give up… to keep our eyes on the mark and one day we will realize… Hey “I did it all the way through “!!!!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-75389026141424079222008-12-08T04:52:00.000-08:002008-12-08T04:53:16.237-08:00Events from the weekendStephanie and I went to that Brandon Heath Concert on Saturday… It was pretty good… I like his voice but I have to admit my favorite songs of his are the ones they play on the radio… but that’s o.k.… it was still fun. There was a guy sitting right in front of us that proposed to his Girlfriend… it was pretty cool, if I was the “sensitive type” I would go into more detail on this but I won’t sorry J and then on the way home there was the snow… oh so much snow… and the only thing I dislike more than driving in snow is riding with someone else driving in snow so I decided to go ahead and drive…. Not a shining moment in my life!!!! I also found out that the brother of a childhood friend of mine passed away… I will be going to his viewing today over lunch… he was only 32… its really weird in the last couple weeks I have known two people under 35 pass away. It just goes to show that we are not guaranteed tomorrow to “make things right “. Last night was my night to preach/teach/whatever it is I do, and that came up a little bit, so I’m not going to go on and on about it… but I will say this… look at your life… really look at your life and what you’ve chosen to do with it… if you were to die today would you be o.k.… would you really be o.k.? its something I ask myself all the time, am I doing what I should… there is this assumption that just being a good person will get you to heaven… the bible says “And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?” (1peter 4:18)… it also says “Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leaded unto life, and few there be that find it.” (Mathew 7:14)… one other thought and then I am done… have you ever thought about the fact that in the popular Story about Noah and the ark that God only saved 8 people out of the whole world… (Noah, his wife, his three sons and there wives) He saved those that listened to his voice…Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-61936056764708401612008-12-05T06:59:00.000-08:002008-12-05T07:00:11.521-08:00Weight Loss Surgery UpdateTo those who are wondering about the “Bariatric Surgery” with me… I talked to June (my coordinator) and she said that I have been accepted into the program…. They are now going to submit to the Insurance (which can take 30 to 90 days) and I have some things I have to do before hand… those things being my family Dr. has to send them some more of my history and I have to have a sleep study (check me for sleep apnea). And before I have surgery I need to meet with Dr. Alverti (the surgeon) at this point, if the insurance agrees I’m looking at March time frame for the surgery… It just keeps getting more and more real… o.k. that’s that!Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-17594806340125652192008-12-05T05:38:00.000-08:002008-12-05T05:40:02.265-08:00ChoicesI feel like my mind is all jumbled full of things right now… and trying to pull one of the ideas to put on paper is like trying to choose what to have for supper in a food court!!!! So I figure I’m just going to start righting and see what happens… so I apologize in advance if today’s post is “confusing”. During this time of year I am full of appreciation that God was willing to give his life for me… I know most people think of it at Easter… but this is the celebration of his birth… to think our god come down to earth, to grow up and be loved by his parents to go through a normal life… and to think of his family… a Jewish family… they would have known what the future held for this child… Isaiah had written about it… Only a parent knows the joy that runs through you the first time you hold your baby… knowing that God has given you this gift… how bittersweet it must have been for her to look down and know that God had entrusted her with a gift for the whole world… and to know that the little baby she held in her arms, she nursed, she cared for… would one day be the lamb of God… I can’t imagine… and what do we do with that gift? Does God think that the price he paid is truly understood by those he paid if for? Wednesday night when we got home I was exhausted… and had already told my pastor that I didn’t know if I would be there because I didn’t know when I would get home… so he wasn’t expecting me. Anyway I took a nap and when it came time to get up and get ready for church the thought passed my mind… “They aren’t expecting you, just stay home and get rest, you’re drained, God will understand”. And then my perspective changed… I pictured my god beaten beyond recognition… and still having to walk up Calvary… he kept going… he loved me enough to push through the agony and continue his journey. I went to church that night… but I went ashamed that I had ever even considered not going an option. Some might read this and think “nothing would have happened if you would have just stayed home and got rest”… I’ll be praying for you… because my biggest fear is what might not happen if I don’t give serving God my all. A saint of God used to say that we have a Heaven to gain and a Hell to shun, I think that happens one decision at a time.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2296815646146012288.post-89611969171722660162008-12-01T05:30:00.000-08:002008-12-01T05:35:30.900-08:00Grandpa RayYesterday morning I found out that my Great Grandfather past away… so I will be going to his viewing/funeral tomorrow and Wednesday… its really odd because on Saturday when we were at my Wife’s extended families Christmas her grandfather was talking about everything happening for a reason in our life… and I am a firm believer in this… I feel like we have been surrounded by death recently… but to everything there is a season… and you know things die out in the fall… but the spring brings new life… and that is what I keep telling myself… new life is on the way!!!!! There is an old song and I’m not sure what the name is but it says<br /><br />Precious Lord, take my hand,<br />Lead me on, let me stand,<br />I am tired, I am weak, I am worn;<br />Through the storm, through the night,<br />Lead me on to the light:<br />When my way grows drear,<br />Precious Lord, linger near,<br />When my life is almost gone,<br />Hear my cry, hear my call,<br />Hold my hand lest I fall:<br />Refrain<br />When the darkness appears<br />And the night draws near,<br />And the day is past and gone,<br /><br />I won't lie, I feel worn thin... but I know that the Lord will never put more on me than I can bare... and I know that I am not going through this alone... I know that God is my strong tower... and I know that he is my strength... I can look back at the bible... and those stories in there... those people went through some serious situations... but God was with them... and I know he's with me too.Andyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08574722946373340078noreply@blogger.com1